as much as you love someone sometimes it just leaves a hole where love should be
i never had a good foundation to relationships
grew up in abusive environments
sexually assaulted too many times to count
i thought i’d break free one day
i really did
but all that out there are liars
so my insides are my home
where i’m safe
where i know i have a future
i thought he’d understand all this and me for some reason
but all i get is ostracized and belittled
and i know i am an intelligent person just not smart because the world defines smart as book smart
i’m just done because i’ve been robbed of futures i helped make for myself
the point is
why can’t humans do better?
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