humans sad me

as much as you love someone sometimes it just leaves a hole where love should be

i never had a good foundation to relationships

grew up in abusive environments

sexually assaulted too many times to count

i thought i’d break free one day

i really did

but all that out there are liars

so my insides are my home

where i’m safe

where i know i have a future

i thought he’d understand all this and me for some reason

but all i get is ostracized and belittled

and i know i am an intelligent person just not smart because the world defines smart as book smart

i’m just done because i’ve been robbed of futures i helped make for myself

the point is

why can’t humans do better?

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